My Teeth...

Woot....today is a big day!!! From now on, i won't use braces anymore. Yay! I will try to post my picture while wearing braces and will take another picture later with no braces. Hehehehe....

But i still need to wear 'refiner' for 3 months for 24 hours. The refiner is a plastic with my teeth shape to protect the gum (this is as what the lady told me). Lol! The lady told me to start biting and chewing using my front teeth. I can eat anything from now on....and I can bite the apple without slicing it first. Pretty cool huh?

Dr. Pete Harrison

It's a weird dream because it's just like a sci-fi romance. If i'm good at describing and elaborate the surrounding, I might write a short novel of all my dreams.

The story began with me and a girl in one room. I don't know why we were there but the girl seems to know everything she done. I sat on a sofa next to where she was standing and i saw she was holding a remote control. In front of us there was a big flat screen tv. The girl started to press something on the remote control and on the screen appeared an images; a pretty lady or maybe a robot or a machine. The image started to say, "you are only allowed to use the control at 2300 hours. Please try again later."

The girl seems frustrated and she started to press the button which i guess she tried to change the timer to 2300 hours. Few attempted yet the image still repeating the same sentences.

Not long after that, I saw somebody walked toward the room so I quickly told the girl to hide the remote. We were lucky because 2 girls opened the door and they were surprised to see us there. With a nervous laughed i lied to them that i just want to take a rest because i felt sick.

While i talked, a guy appeared from nowhere; he wore a doctor uniform. Hmm....maybe he is a scientist and everybody called him Dr. Harrison. The girl that was with me in the room at the first time went out and left me with 2 girls and Dr. Harrison. One girl sat next to me and touched my forehead, "i guess you're really sick." Then Dr. Harrison said, "Come, have a lunch with me. I can see that your face looks pale."

I have no choice but to follow him. All the way to cafeteria, I just kept my mouth shut and walked with my head down. My mind wandered and I made my own speculation that he gave me a lunch treat because he wanted to interrogate me. I bet he did that to everyone.

After that incident, I always tried not to bump into him, or if I saw him walked in front of me, I will turned a corner and runaway from him. Until 1 time I really had no choice but to walk passed him; that time he stood on the corridor with someone; they seems to discuss something. So i greeted him, "Good morning Dr. Harrison." and hurriedly passed him. He looked at me with his forehead wrinkled but he didn't answer me.

Few moment later, I saw him waited for me in one corner and he blocked my way. He opened his mouth, "Rule No. 1 : Never ever call me Dr. Harrison, just call me Pete. And this rule is strictly for you only. Rule No. 2 : You have to go out for dinner with me tonight." I tried to protest and he quickly added, "Rule No. 3 : No objection or else you need to pay for our dinner." When i tried to open my mouth, he stopped me by saying,"so see you tonite." and he raised his left hand and walked away. I could hear he laughed.

For dinner, he brought me to a small restaurant, we sat at the corner far from other people. He began to say, "You're so hard to understand." I looked up at his face before i dropped my face again, didn't dare to say anything. I don't know why I'm so scared of him, it seems like i tried to confess a big sin. So he continued, "I realized other people tried to impress me, if they had a chance, they will try to stay near me but you, everytime you saw me, you will run away." He studied my face and I still didn't say anything. And then he said,"The more you tried to run away from me, the more I want you to be next to me. So you must give up coz i won't let you go."

Then *thumppp....* i accidentally dropped the glass and woke up just to see the water bottle next to my bed dropped to the floor. :P

Frustrated??

This week is a happy week for me. Tomorrow we don't have to come to work. Yay! Oh yea...speaking of frustration...actually I'm talking about facebook games; Ninja Saga. :P I thought that once I reached level 20 then i can straight forward upgrade to become a Chuunin but in fact, I need to 'sit' for the Chuunin test. ZzzZzz....4 types of test...I only managed to pass the first test which is a writing test. And for another 3, I'm not sure when can i complete the test. Haiz~ I tried to find some information about these test, and some of them said that you need to be very strong. Hmm....strong mean, you need to buy the good weapon and skills using real money. ZzzZzz....

So i guess, I need to plan for strategy...hmm....it's okay...I think I will start playing MapleStory again.

Hmm....what I'm gonna do tomorrow since tomorrow is a rest day? Wash my cars, clean the aquariums, do the laundry and maybe I will go out? Hahahaha...

I'm craving for some good books now....I feel weird when i dont read anything. I tried to look for "Me and Mr. Darcy" but it is out of stock. ZzzZzz...

Oh yeah....I havent told about my dream lately. It was a weird dream, I was walking on the bridge with a faceless guy. We saw a couple quarreled not far from us and I saw myself holding the faceless guy's hand...I mean tightly...then I rested my chin on his left shoulder and said, "last time we also always quarrel like them, right?" Then he smiled at me and squeezed my hand.

Hahaha.....nonsense. Orait....time to go. Ciao!

Is it emo?

I don’t know what happen to me these few days. I always wake up around 2 am – 3 am despite I sleep at 1 am.

Last night we were having dinner at RH. I sat together with Sharon, Angela, Ju, and some other people that I forgot the name. The foods were okay....but this morning Alex told me that last night was the worst dinner he ever had. Well....the ginseng soup was okay...so I have no comment to this. Apart from that, at least our table won the lucky draw. :P

After dinner, we went to Hijau, oh...orait....I ordered Blood Mary and the taste was gross. Next time I will make sure that I won't other the same drink. Few hours inside Hijau, my mind wandered around. I preferred listening rather than talking, after all I had nothing to say. A few times the singers approached us and greet us friendly. Hmm...they paid for that...

Oh..okay...we forget about that for now. Yesterday I learned few new words that I rarely use; 1. Absurb = Ridiculous, 2. Indulgence = Hobby, 3. Ostentatious = Show-off, 4. Ditch = Leave, 5. Utterly = Completely, 6. Conspicuous = Obvious.

So next time i will make sure to use these words often. :P

Oh yea....yesterday I talked to Siput regarding my emo day. Normally I will try to avoid the conversation, it is maybe because I tried to forget the past. After few years, this is the first time I talk about the issue. But I don't feel like to write about it here either. :P

Last week we had CNY holiday. I spent 4 days to read Twilight Saga. 1 book for each day. Reading Bella's perspective really annoyed me. I really hate Bella, I always think of her as a stupid gal and wish that if I was inside the book myself, I bet I will slap her face. She can't control her 'lust' toward Edward which made me really sickin' tired of reading her part. But, after I read the partial Midnight Sun from Edward's perspective, it really changed me. Oh okay....I was being biased with Bella. She deserved Edward's love. :P Edward saw her as a very interesting gal, she is a shy gal, matured, brave and not selfish. And...she will protect the one she loved. Orait.....Bella wins.

When i read the books from 2 different character's perspective, it made me think, oh...this is the reality. This is how we think toward other people and this is how other people think of us. The thing that made me feel uneasy was when we stayed near someone who can read people's mind. Actually before I read Twilight Saga, I already think about this. That's why when i was alone, I restrained myself from gossiping (in my mind) other people. Oh....and also restrain myself from having fantasy with someone I know. Normally the guy in my imagination will have no face. :P Eww......Just imagine if someone like Edward is around us, and he can read our mind. And let say if i can read people's mind, I also do hope someone will never ever having me in their fantasy. eww.....

I shared this interest with Siput. We discussed about each characters; well, it's not like you like the movie because the actors or the actresses are cute. My bf mistook me by this. Well....it annoyed me when he said, "Yea...a lot of people love that movie. The actor is cute. They also wish that their boyfriend is a vampire." Ewwww.......irritating! I'm not talking about the movie...I'm talking about the books!!! I preferred the books rather than the movies and I don't expect the characters will be that handsome or pretty. I just like the characters for whoever they are. Hmm.....It's hard to explain. My bf doesn't understand me, which make me seldom sharing anything with him anymore. I'm being unfair but yea... *shrug*

My favorite characters are : 1. Edward - because the way he loves Bella and the way he protects Bella, besides, mind reading is quite interesting. Oh, I considered him as a strong guy which can control himself....well....if I'm a vampire, maybe I can restrain myself from eating human; hmm...just imagine that I'm on diet. Wakakakaka....
2. Carlisle - first of all, unique name. :P Then his personality and also very supportive. 3. Seth - i love this wolf so much, I can imagine him as a cute boy and also as a cute wolf...I bet if he is in front of me, I will always hug him (he in wolf form)...remind me of Shuu (in One Piece). Oh...okay....I think despite he is still young, but he is the most rational people in the book. And he also very loyal to his friend. Yerp...he is Edward's best friend, after they fight the vampires together make their relationship become close. I understand how Seth's feeling when he reluctant to fight against Cullens. The best scene (my imaginary) ever in the book was when Seth and Edward fighting Victoria; the time when both of them surround by Victoria and her mate, Seth's tail touched Edward's back. Victoria thought that Edward will be killed by the wolf. Hahahaha....*hugged Seth tightly* :P. 4. Alice - The one and only female character that I like. I always imagine her as a cute gal with agility; so energetic. And she is very optimistic. especially the time when she keeps asking Edward, "so when can i talk to bella?". 5. Benjamin - this vampire has the same character with Seth (but i don't feel like hugging him since he is not a wolf.:P). I cannot imagine his face and since he only appears in Book 4, so he's not so famous. He has his own standpoint and his power consider powerful too. 6. Jasper - I imagine his face differently. I like him because of his interesting history. He is the most experienced fighter in Cullen. So....that's it.

So...between Vampire and the wolf...which one I like? I choose Vampire (this is not because of what my bf thought "all the gals want to become a vampire"). It's nothing to do with their beautiful appearance but because they never sleep. Hahahaha....Wow...if i have that power (errr....not the insomnia...i hate being tired due to lack of sleep)..i'm sure many things can be done. I like to learn many things, and sometimes once i start reading/doing something, I cant stop myself until I have to force myself to sleep. I need to get some rest for tomorrow activities.. So troublesome i guess.

This is all about Twilight Saga huh? Yea....coz recently I read the books. Anyway, I'm gonna buy a new book since I finish with all the series. Maybe today I need to go to the bookstore? I'll think of it later.

I'm In Love???

Oh....okay.....this will sound so ridiculous....I'm in love again....with....something that doesn't exist. Hahahaha.....It's quite embarrassing actually and my friends (Panda, Lon, etc) told me that this is really ridiculous. Haiz~

Okay....here we go....yesterday I bought dvds....Twilight, New Moon, Post Grads, Fairy Tooth.....and i watched Twilight and New Moon. Oh...alright...I don't like the actors (I mean I'm not interested with the actors) but I do like the characters...especially all the Cullen family. They are the vampire but they never make humans as their prey. It's kinda like a vegetarian vampire. Lol! Well....I like the idea. And...I like Edward Cullen....coz....I do wish I have a soul-mate like him. Yerp...that's true, I always wish I have someone that can always protect me....coz I always feel that I'm a very independent person. I do everything according to myself....it seems like I dont need a guy in my life. In fact I'm still searching for my soul-mate, at least my true soul-mate.

I always wish I have someone that can control me, that can be jealous of me, that can scold me whenever i do wrong, that can protect me....

What a nice day~

Today is a nice day....All big bosses not around (going for holiday) and my boss is/was busy with outside matter. :P

Waaa.....I read the One Piece manga episode 574. So sad.....Ace gonna dies. Noooooooo!!!! Please don't make this happen. Why everything that I read were so sad?

And then i received an email from bro' asking me to help him on his assignment. ZzzZzz... C Programming!!! How many years already since i taking my degree....How can i remember all those things? And some more C Programming....what the heck?!!! Errr....C and C++, is that the same? :P Coz last time I took C++.

And bro said he gonna back to hometown. Nooooooo!!! I thought my CNY holiday will be a "holiday" for me....seems like I have to cope with him and his assignment. *bleh*

Noon time later, I plan to go to Post Office, after that go to the bank to bank in the money and after that will go to bookstore....yay! Hope there's another new story book.....and I also thinking of buying dvd. Haven't decide what movie I want to watch yet.

Twenties Girl

Today I just come back from traveling. Nothing much happened while traveling and i was glad that my 'presentation' consider as successful. I was introduced to my ex-student which become one of the admins.

Before the presentation, I did have butterfly in my stomach but once I talked, I couldn't stop myself. :P It was lucky that I did do some revision coz some of the 'audience' did ask the questions which i can answer perfectly (i guess).

Wow, I couldn't believe my own ears when i heard myself said "leaf sampling, normally we will carry out once our palms reach the age of 30 - 36 months which is why we didnt do any leaf sampling here since our palms are still very young. But we did do this leaf sampling but in our other estates." Wow!

But I must remember this : Sub-soil method for manuring is for flooding area, and broadcasting method (normal method) is for normal area. Err....what is sub-soil method actually? Sometimes I feel like I am just like Emma Corrigon.....I am the professional, I am the high level executive and must act professional, I must give my confident face and don't worry, they won't ask me "what is sub-soil mean?", coz we all know what is sub-soil mean (which is...I don't. :P).

When I talked in front, I couldnt stop thinking that (my instinct) some of the audiences must be admired me, admired my style. I am just like a superstar in my own small world. Which remind me of "do not wish to be somebody else coz you don't have any ideas what is their life looks like." That's true, some people might admire me, but they don't have an idea of my life. I wish I am not me, I wish that I am one of the heroins in Sophie Kinsella's books. Sometimes I do look like one of them except that I never find my hero...or maybe not yet? Awww c'mon.... I will never find my hero. *sobs....sobs....*

Oh yea...we had nice foods....we had prawns (big prawns), we had BBQ, and the auntie was forcing me to eat 3 big scoops of rice. After that I really couldn't get up. Lol! After the presentation, we having 1 more round of eating. Lol! If everytime like this, I bet I will become fat!!! (Nnnnnyyyyyoooooo)

And talking about a book that i read lately (err....actually I just finish it today), Twenties Girl by Sophie Kinsella. Wow.....fabulous...marvelous....superb!!! Err....any other word to describe the book? I cannot compare the book with "Can You Keep A Secret?" Both are the best from S.K. While "Can You Keep A Secret?" is more to romance, Twenties Girl is more to ghostly bonding? Err....is that a correct word....I just suddenly thinking of wanna use that word. Lol! There is romance, there is ghostly, there is a funny part, and there is a sad part which make me cannot stop but cry.

This Twenties Girl, I really can feel the story, yea, the crazy part is when Sadie asking Lara to go straight to the room and ask the guy to go out with her, which is, actually that is not an office but a conference room where people having their meeting and Lara is so 'kewl'...she is brave enough to ask the guy out. Wow....

And another wow again coz at last both of them become a couple (thank to Sadie). But the sad part is when at last they found the necklace (which mean the unfinished business is finish now), and once Lara put the necklace back to Sadie's body, her spirit was gone. It is so sad because before Sadie gone forever, she did many great jobs for Lara. Just suddenly like that, Lara becomes glamorous and famous. And the part where Lara and Sadie didn't talk for 3 days, and Lara tried to look for her everywhere until she found her painting which is become so famous. And at last she found Sadie at Jazz festival, and the part when Sadie said, "I miss you." *cries* And the time when Ed Harrison confessed that he loves Lara. *Awwww*

I dont care with the 'romance' part, I dont care with Ed's part, what touched me is Sadie and Lara part. I can imagine them; I can imagine how Sadie gone.

Really got some morale in that story; appreciate the elders. (I miss my late grandpa and my late grandma....I always dream of them....they are one of the best things in my life).

And quote of the day : "Life is like escalator....You must move on....just enjoy the view while you move on."

Another quote : " There are other men, there are other countries, there are other lives to live." <-- This quote really gives me strength. Even if I cannot find my hero, it's ok...I still need to move on....

Wow...enough with the emo!! Okay..i really need to go...or else I will never stop crying later (not about the 'hero' but about Sadie and Lara).

Monday Blues

It's Monday again... As usual, early morning feel so lazy to wake up to work (but so weird because on weekend i can wake up as early as 5am!). Today got nothing much to do, but I just make myself busy, reading some revision books just to prepare myself for the possibility tomorrow. Oh yeah...tomorrow will travel again, but this time I asked M to go along with me. Well...at least I got friend. Hehehe....

Boss seems to notice my 'hardworking' today coz he didn't even bother to disturb me. Well....that's a good thing also...and he didn't know that i just pretending only. :P

Afternoon time, after lunch, I'm suppose to take a nap but my brain so hyperactive; dunno why suddenly I figure out why they call the frond as frond 9, frond 17, etc. Because each frond will produce 8 spirals. Make sense right? :P

And....the TE is stand for Trace Element.....meaning the micro-nutrients. And another thing is, I need to make sure that I remember that K is stand for Potassium and P is for Phosphorus.

It seems like I will sit for important exam and today I need to do the revision. ZzzZzz... The fact is, there will be no exam for me but I'm the one that gonna give a test. :P

And now, talking about weekend.....Last weekend I was busy with my The Sims 3. Well, at least I 'build' 3 houses. The old character (Jack Harper) seems like missing in action once I added a new character. ZzzZzz....I tried to look for him everywhere, even I tried to 'ask' his gf, and she said that she is single. So where is my Jack Harper gone? No choice, I have to get a new Jack Harper with no skill and he found his wife. After settle down with Jack Harper (now no more Jack Harper coz after he married to this wife, his family name was changed to Grandell), so I created a new gal character.

This gal named Charlene will max all the skills and will complete all the quests before she settle down her life. And her house....is actually my dream house. Wait until I get the photo shot, then I will paste it here. The house mix with modern house and chinese house. In the middle, there is a small garden + pond. There's a bridge too. But the house is quite big for a single person like Charlene. Lol!

Oh yea....I also watched One Piece. I dont want to comment much about One Piece coz I plan to make a synopsis for every episodes that I watch. Which mean I need to re-watch it again later. I'm so sad, to think of Ace gonna dies while Luffy cant save his own brother even the thing happen in front of him. Haiz~

Oh yea....talking about 'dream'. I had this funny dream....On Saturday night, dunno why I dream of the snake. So many snakes and 1 of the snakes climb my leg....and that actually wake me up!!! In reality, I even tried to push the snake away from me and pheww....that was a dream!!!

And last night I dream of snakes + crocodiles. I tried to run away from the snake (okay....a snake only...but that snake even can jump and fly. ZzzZzz), and then suddenly I walked on a flooding area.....1 guy told me that the place was actually full with crocodiles...and I saw 2 small crocodiles bite him. ZzzZzz....

So, that's all for today... Ciao.. :P