Yesterday i asked Siput to give me any suggestions as I was lack of ideas. So she said, "Why not looking at the cute guys photos?" Oh...alright....I have no idea how does cute guy looks like. :P So I asked her to suggest a few names to me. So she said Gaspard Ulliel, Thomas Sturridge, Kevin Zegers. And asked me to look for Androgynous word.
Now I have a free time and looking for those things up there. First : Androgynous. Ewww.....I get 2 definitions : 1st : Biology having both female and male characteristics; hermaphroditic. 2nd : Being neither distinguishably masculine nor feminine, as in dress, appearance or behavior.
Errr.....sounds like 'bi' again. I bet tonite I'm gonna get another nightmare again. Haiz~
For the cute guys - Gaspard Ulliel - Orait...not bad...can consider cute, Thomas Sturridge - Err.....not my type maybe? He is a buddy of R-Patz. Errr....Why I can't get rid of R-Patz from my mind? No way I like him! To be honest i even dream of him the other day : Not a good dream tho', as I slapped his face and yelled at him. Alright....maybe before I slept that time, i read about him, he hide under the table! Okay....to be honest that was a cheap publicity. You choose to be a celebrity, and that become your life already. You can't say you dont want to meet your fans then! Hypocrite!!! Somemore talking about worrying if the Twilight Saga series end...and the fans will forget him. Celebrities life is always like that. It's like a ball....today you are on top....the next day you will roll down to bottom. Now you're still young and good-looking, next day another young and good-looking new celebrities will come and fans will forget about you. Lol!
I don't like to be famous in the way celebrities did. I want to be famous like....maybe Albert Einstein, Alexander the Great etc.
Back to original topic, Thomas Sturridge - nope....as he is R-Patz's friend? :P And Last one Kevin Zegers - Hmm....nope. Not him. So now.....anymore cute looking guys to introduce to me? I need more inspirations! I'm stuck with my story.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Weird Dream
It's been a while. :P Last night was so funny. Siput and I was having a chat about les, gay and bi. We were talking about some celebrities and I even mentioned about Mr. 2 Bon Clay in One Piece. He is a queer err....the "akua", but he has a delicious body or I called bodilicious. Lol!
Then I told Siput that last time I had frens who are les and she said that she has a feeling that I like queer things. ZzzZzz....And i replied her and said...They are interesting. Lol! I'm not a les. But then, I end up by telling her that maybe she's right, I'm a queer. I like akua guy, I also like gay. I'm not a prejudice.....as long as they have "good body". Wahahahahaha.....
I went to sleep at 11.30pm last night and before sleep, I told Siput to go sleep too and have a nice dream regarding gay, queer or bi.
But, last night I really had a 'bi' dream. That was...gross...In the dream, I had 1 gal who likes me...and i kinda like her. She has a younger brother and her brother doesnt really approved us. She's kinda like a colleague student. I sent her to door and we were kissing (mouth to mouth) and I hugged her tight...and said, "Be careful at school".
At the same time, I kinda have a fiance (the same guy that I always appear in my dream - the unknown guy). My 'fiance' also hugging and kissing me. The gal doesn't like it. But the guy said, "I have my right to do anything with my fiancee."
Lol! Ewww..that was gross, being kissed by 2 different people. Just wait until i tell Siput later. Hohohoho....
Then I told Siput that last time I had frens who are les and she said that she has a feeling that I like queer things. ZzzZzz....And i replied her and said...They are interesting. Lol! I'm not a les. But then, I end up by telling her that maybe she's right, I'm a queer. I like akua guy, I also like gay. I'm not a prejudice.....as long as they have "good body". Wahahahahaha.....
I went to sleep at 11.30pm last night and before sleep, I told Siput to go sleep too and have a nice dream regarding gay, queer or bi.
But, last night I really had a 'bi' dream. That was...gross...In the dream, I had 1 gal who likes me...and i kinda like her. She has a younger brother and her brother doesnt really approved us. She's kinda like a colleague student. I sent her to door and we were kissing (mouth to mouth) and I hugged her tight...and said, "Be careful at school".
At the same time, I kinda have a fiance (the same guy that I always appear in my dream - the unknown guy). My 'fiance' also hugging and kissing me. The gal doesn't like it. But the guy said, "I have my right to do anything with my fiancee."
Lol! Ewww..that was gross, being kissed by 2 different people. Just wait until i tell Siput later. Hohohoho....
Thursday, March 11, 2010
College Life
It's been a while since I write something here. I was busy writing a new story base on my dream the other day. Last night I already came out with the ending, and now need to edit here and there.
And last 2 days, I dreamt something again. I was in college life. I remember that day was Friday as I remember some told me that the timetable was changed, the first 2 periods will be changed to Biology class and after that will be English Class.
During Biology Class, I was standing at the corridor, waiting for the other classmates to reach. Then I heard a girl calling a guy name, "Con! Con!" Then not far from me, which is downstair (as the building is like a cube so I can see everything clearly from my place) 2 guys, with blue eyes and grey-white color hair (i bet they dye their hair) turned their face toward the girl. The girl was standing at the opposite direction from the guys. One of the guys waved at the girl before they turned their body and walked away.
I laughed to myself, "Wow, like celebrity.."
Then during Art Class, it was my turn to sweep the floor and I was complaining, "Am i the only person who will sweep the whole floor?" Then there was 1 guy came and said, "I will help you." He introduced himself as Mark Edison.
Mark Edison, his name sounds like my classmate during my primary school last time. Lol!
Back to the dream, then after the Art Class, I went to the Music Class. I know that was a Music Class as I could see so many music instruments in that class. When I entered the room, I saw few classmates already there, and I could see a "batman" figure was hanging down on the cabinet in front of me. I took my seat and our music teacher (his face is like Professor Lupin in Harry Potter movies) asked one of the guys that sit at the front to play the guitar.
And I noticed the guy was the same guy that waved toward the girl that called Con. Maybe short form of Conrad or Connor.
He played quite well. And he really looked like a celebrity. Even our music teacher also seemed to be dazzled.
It supposed to be my turn to play the guitar after him but I had no chance as I suddenly woke up. :P
And last 2 days, I dreamt something again. I was in college life. I remember that day was Friday as I remember some told me that the timetable was changed, the first 2 periods will be changed to Biology class and after that will be English Class.
During Biology Class, I was standing at the corridor, waiting for the other classmates to reach. Then I heard a girl calling a guy name, "Con! Con!" Then not far from me, which is downstair (as the building is like a cube so I can see everything clearly from my place) 2 guys, with blue eyes and grey-white color hair (i bet they dye their hair) turned their face toward the girl. The girl was standing at the opposite direction from the guys. One of the guys waved at the girl before they turned their body and walked away.
I laughed to myself, "Wow, like celebrity.."
Then during Art Class, it was my turn to sweep the floor and I was complaining, "Am i the only person who will sweep the whole floor?" Then there was 1 guy came and said, "I will help you." He introduced himself as Mark Edison.
Mark Edison, his name sounds like my classmate during my primary school last time. Lol!
Back to the dream, then after the Art Class, I went to the Music Class. I know that was a Music Class as I could see so many music instruments in that class. When I entered the room, I saw few classmates already there, and I could see a "batman" figure was hanging down on the cabinet in front of me. I took my seat and our music teacher (his face is like Professor Lupin in Harry Potter movies) asked one of the guys that sit at the front to play the guitar.
And I noticed the guy was the same guy that waved toward the girl that called Con. Maybe short form of Conrad or Connor.
He played quite well. And he really looked like a celebrity. Even our music teacher also seemed to be dazzled.
It supposed to be my turn to play the guitar after him but I had no chance as I suddenly woke up. :P
Monday, March 1, 2010
Dr. Pete Harrison (2)
Now i guess i know why I keep dreaming about this Dr. Harrison. It is maybe because yesterday I went to Popular Bookstore to get my story book "The Lovely Bones" by Alice Sebold. In fact i bought 3 books; another two were "What Happens In London" by Julia Quinn and "Return to Summerhouse" by Jude Deveraux.
Oh talking about the books, actually when I went to the counter and asked for my pre-ordered book, the gal a bit confused and tried to confirm with me, "The Lovely Bones or The Lovely Boy?" Oh gosh....The Lovely Boy? So maybe that's why i dream of "the lovely boy" again. :P
I saw Dr. Harrison not far from where i stood and i started to turn around; planned to runaway again. I guessed he saw me because I could hear his voice calling my name so I have no choice but to confront him. I smiled a timid smile at him and he started to talk, "Are you free on Sunday?" I looked at him and nodded a bit then he continued, "Great....then would you like to come with me to my parents house? Well, it's my niece's birthday and they give a small birthday party. So i guess it will be nice if you can join me." I smiled at him and nodded.
On Sunday, he fetched me at home and we went to have a breakfast first before we bought a birthday present. I chose Barbie doll with Ken. Then we went to his parents house. I guessed we were the last person to reach. His niece is a cute little girl and I can say that she is a smart girl. She ran to us (or to her uncle) once she saw us and Dr. Harrison hugged her and lifted her tiny body. I pulled the present and tossed it to her while wished her a happy birthday. She smiled at me which i could see she has no middle teeth.
The party began and we all went to the living room where there was a small table with birthday cake on top. Everybody started to sing happy birthday; Dr. Harrison was standing behind me, his arm wrapped around my waist and when the birthday song end, he kissed my head.
Then we sat on the sofa, he excused himself to go to the kitchen. His sister started to ask so many questions such as how do I know him, how long we've been together and such questions.
At the end, I reached home around midnight time. The next morning I was late to work, it seemed like i holding something like an AA battery and i tried to open that thing and that thing made me late!!! But when i opened the front door, there stood Dr. Harrison with his red Ferrari car. Well, I don't know which model is that since I have no interest toward cars yet I still know how to differentiate between Ferrari, Porsche, BMW or Mercedes.
The first thing he said to me, "I know you will be late, so I come to fetch you." And I guess that was the first time i talked to him, "Wow...I never knew you have this expensive car." And he added, "yeah.....only for special occasion." So i teased him, "So this is what you call special occasion?" He just laughed and pressed the pedal.
We were 10 minutes early; thanked to that fast car. After work, he sent me back home. After he parked the car in front of my house, he opened the passenger's door for me and i stepped out. While i tried to open house's door, he said, "So...do you want to invite me in for dinner?" What i could say, "Errr...." but I let him in too.
And that was the first time I could view my own house clearly. Mostly the furnitures were white color, even the wall painted in white color too. I let him sat on the sofa while i busied myself in the kitchen. Well, let see what i have inside my refrigerator. There were fish balls, 3 pieces of chicken wings and that's all. For vegetable, I only had cabbage. Well, this was sucked, because i had no choice but to cook a simple dishes.
Once everything was ready, i invited him to eat. He didn't comment anything. After dinner, we sat together on the sofa and suddenly he said,"Will you be my girlfriend?" What can I say? I just opened my mouth but nothing came out. I think we officially boyfriend-girlfriend after that.
When weekend come, he asked me what I'm gonna do, so I said i might shopping for groceries. Then he offered to send me. We went to wet market to buy meats, some vegetables and other things. He insisted to pay everything and said, "Like this, you have to cook for me everyday since I have my shared here." Then he smiled and kissed my head.
Then... i could hear *The Sims 3 remix song*..and i woke up. Oh....that was my alarm clock at 6.30am. It's time to get up. :P
My Teeth...
Woot....today is a big day!!! From now on, i won't use braces anymore. Yay! I will try to post my picture while wearing braces and will take another picture later with no braces. Hehehehe....
But i still need to wear 'refiner' for 3 months for 24 hours. The refiner is a plastic with my teeth shape to protect the gum (this is as what the lady told me). Lol! The lady told me to start biting and chewing using my front teeth. I can eat anything from now on....and I can bite the apple without slicing it first. Pretty cool huh?
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Dr. Pete Harrison
It's a weird dream because it's just like a sci-fi romance. If i'm good at describing and elaborate the surrounding, I might write a short novel of all my dreams.
The story began with me and a girl in one room. I don't know why we were there but the girl seems to know everything she done. I sat on a sofa next to where she was standing and i saw she was holding a remote control. In front of us there was a big flat screen tv. The girl started to press something on the remote control and on the screen appeared an images; a pretty lady or maybe a robot or a machine. The image started to say, "you are only allowed to use the control at 2300 hours. Please try again later."
The girl seems frustrated and she started to press the button which i guess she tried to change the timer to 2300 hours. Few attempted yet the image still repeating the same sentences.
Not long after that, I saw somebody walked toward the room so I quickly told the girl to hide the remote. We were lucky because 2 girls opened the door and they were surprised to see us there. With a nervous laughed i lied to them that i just want to take a rest because i felt sick.
While i talked, a guy appeared from nowhere; he wore a doctor uniform. Hmm....maybe he is a scientist and everybody called him Dr. Harrison. The girl that was with me in the room at the first time went out and left me with 2 girls and Dr. Harrison. One girl sat next to me and touched my forehead, "i guess you're really sick." Then Dr. Harrison said, "Come, have a lunch with me. I can see that your face looks pale."
I have no choice but to follow him. All the way to cafeteria, I just kept my mouth shut and walked with my head down. My mind wandered and I made my own speculation that he gave me a lunch treat because he wanted to interrogate me. I bet he did that to everyone.
After that incident, I always tried not to bump into him, or if I saw him walked in front of me, I will turned a corner and runaway from him. Until 1 time I really had no choice but to walk passed him; that time he stood on the corridor with someone; they seems to discuss something. So i greeted him, "Good morning Dr. Harrison." and hurriedly passed him. He looked at me with his forehead wrinkled but he didn't answer me.
Few moment later, I saw him waited for me in one corner and he blocked my way. He opened his mouth, "Rule No. 1 : Never ever call me Dr. Harrison, just call me Pete. And this rule is strictly for you only. Rule No. 2 : You have to go out for dinner with me tonight." I tried to protest and he quickly added, "Rule No. 3 : No objection or else you need to pay for our dinner." When i tried to open my mouth, he stopped me by saying,"so see you tonite." and he raised his left hand and walked away. I could hear he laughed.
For dinner, he brought me to a small restaurant, we sat at the corner far from other people. He began to say, "You're so hard to understand." I looked up at his face before i dropped my face again, didn't dare to say anything. I don't know why I'm so scared of him, it seems like i tried to confess a big sin. So he continued, "I realized other people tried to impress me, if they had a chance, they will try to stay near me but you, everytime you saw me, you will run away." He studied my face and I still didn't say anything. And then he said,"The more you tried to run away from me, the more I want you to be next to me. So you must give up coz i won't let you go."
Then *thumppp....* i accidentally dropped the glass and woke up just to see the water bottle next to my bed dropped to the floor. :P
The story began with me and a girl in one room. I don't know why we were there but the girl seems to know everything she done. I sat on a sofa next to where she was standing and i saw she was holding a remote control. In front of us there was a big flat screen tv. The girl started to press something on the remote control and on the screen appeared an images; a pretty lady or maybe a robot or a machine. The image started to say, "you are only allowed to use the control at 2300 hours. Please try again later."
The girl seems frustrated and she started to press the button which i guess she tried to change the timer to 2300 hours. Few attempted yet the image still repeating the same sentences.
Not long after that, I saw somebody walked toward the room so I quickly told the girl to hide the remote. We were lucky because 2 girls opened the door and they were surprised to see us there. With a nervous laughed i lied to them that i just want to take a rest because i felt sick.
While i talked, a guy appeared from nowhere; he wore a doctor uniform. Hmm....maybe he is a scientist and everybody called him Dr. Harrison. The girl that was with me in the room at the first time went out and left me with 2 girls and Dr. Harrison. One girl sat next to me and touched my forehead, "i guess you're really sick." Then Dr. Harrison said, "Come, have a lunch with me. I can see that your face looks pale."
I have no choice but to follow him. All the way to cafeteria, I just kept my mouth shut and walked with my head down. My mind wandered and I made my own speculation that he gave me a lunch treat because he wanted to interrogate me. I bet he did that to everyone.
After that incident, I always tried not to bump into him, or if I saw him walked in front of me, I will turned a corner and runaway from him. Until 1 time I really had no choice but to walk passed him; that time he stood on the corridor with someone; they seems to discuss something. So i greeted him, "Good morning Dr. Harrison." and hurriedly passed him. He looked at me with his forehead wrinkled but he didn't answer me.
Few moment later, I saw him waited for me in one corner and he blocked my way. He opened his mouth, "Rule No. 1 : Never ever call me Dr. Harrison, just call me Pete. And this rule is strictly for you only. Rule No. 2 : You have to go out for dinner with me tonight." I tried to protest and he quickly added, "Rule No. 3 : No objection or else you need to pay for our dinner." When i tried to open my mouth, he stopped me by saying,"so see you tonite." and he raised his left hand and walked away. I could hear he laughed.
For dinner, he brought me to a small restaurant, we sat at the corner far from other people. He began to say, "You're so hard to understand." I looked up at his face before i dropped my face again, didn't dare to say anything. I don't know why I'm so scared of him, it seems like i tried to confess a big sin. So he continued, "I realized other people tried to impress me, if they had a chance, they will try to stay near me but you, everytime you saw me, you will run away." He studied my face and I still didn't say anything. And then he said,"The more you tried to run away from me, the more I want you to be next to me. So you must give up coz i won't let you go."
Then *thumppp....* i accidentally dropped the glass and woke up just to see the water bottle next to my bed dropped to the floor. :P
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