Woot......It's weird...just like looking at other people eyes. :P
I look evil here.... :P
Wish that the streak got white color. haiz~
Monday, April 12, 2010
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Bill Kaulitz....again?
wow....this is the 3rd time i dreamt of Bill Kaulitz. I bet Siput will gonna envy me. :P The first time i dreamt of Bill was like a few weeks ago....which the dream was mixed up with Bradley's dream. I cant remember much just I know inside my dream i said, "Okay...that is Bill Kaulitz.." so...that's it....i dreamt of him. Hahahaha...
The 2nd time was a few days ago....that was the funniest dream i ever had. Maybe before sleep, Siput showered me with Bill Kaulitz chat, and even 'forced' me to watch Bill's videoclip and I tried to look at Colin Morgan's pictures as much as possible to 'clean' my mind from Bill's face. But Siput said, "I know you will dream of Bill tonight."
Yes, the prediction was correct. I did dream of Bill but not in a 'good' condition as in my dream, I was with Bill, going to wet market. Muahahaha......Wet Market! I remember that I showed him the way to fruits stall, and then we even buy some vegetables and fishes!
The next morning when i told Siput, she was like laughing hysterically. Bill with me....doing groceries shopping at wet market! Hmm...i like that idea. :P And Siput asked me how tall is he.....so I said...i was like up to his chin or maybe lower.
Then last night....having a hilarious dream of Bill Kaulitz again. He was like giving me his hands cream with Bill Kaulitz brand. ZzzZzz....I remember the tube color was light green. He even demonstrated to me on how to apply the cream in a correct way. That was really ZzzZzz...
Okay...to be honest, Im not fancy Tokio Hotel much....well....maybe 5%....but Siput did poison my mind with them. Oh yea...but yesterday I found out that one fan wrote about Bill is looking for his life partner, but not a one night partner. I felt something from this comment...not the way Im thinking about Bill....not like how Siput thinks about him....but....I'm thinking of Colin Morgan? Or maybe Bill? My brain was corrupted now. Lol!
Friday, April 9, 2010
Another convo with Siput on 1st April 2010 - April Fool?
Saya says:
hahahaahaa
Saya says:
fuhh
Saya says:
hypocrite
Saya says:
creating a gud image is not as gud as having a gud one in the first place
...Kidz... says:
but who cares? they are the world's idol
...Kidz... says:
fans can easily forgive them
Saya says:
true...based on what i see in the other fans who actually talk to them its like they don't care even if they had their one nite of pleasure and cast aside
Saya says:
*being cast aside after that
Saya says:
as long as they get to have their dream "come true"
Saya says:
but i often wonder whether what the fans fantasize about their "celebrity beloved" is as good as the real deal they encounter fr real
...Kidz... says:
nope..for sure nope
...Kidz... says:
tua salah seorang daripada orang yang fall in tht category
...Kidz... says:
which is pretty sad actually
Saya says:
and whether would they feel disappointed after they give themselves to the celeb only to feel that it's just s3x
Saya says:
nothing more than that?
Saya says:
correction, we are not in that category yet
Saya says:
hahahahaahahahahaa
Saya says:
we are still lucky compared to the other girls out there who actually went as far as to sleep around with them
...Kidz... says:
just becoz we r so far away...
...Kidz... says:
nti tua ulih tracking sida ya easily.....do u think u wont become one of them?
...Kidz... says:
nti nda....sampai besebut ka one night stand
Saya says:
i know i won't become one of them
Saya says:
bcuz my heart is unfortunately, ruled by my brain
Saya says:
zzzzzzzz
...Kidz... says:
lol
...Kidz... says:
i might want to have one night stand with bradley....but with 2nd thought.....i think nope
...Kidz... says:
hahaha
...Kidz... says:
i wont 'give' him wht he wants
Saya says:
bcuz this runs thru my mind when i think about them having one nite stands
Saya says:
she's giving herself to me for free....who am i to resist her fantasies
Saya says:
to me, i'd like the idea of one nite stands just to hang out with them all night without anything embarrassing happening
Saya says:
it's my kind of IDEAL one night stand-----talking all nite about everything under the sun with the celeb that i admire and getting some answers on how his views are
Saya says:
but not like an interview kinda way
Saya says:
but like old frens who just reconciled kinda way
...Kidz... says:
but i really wanna meet collin morgan and ask him this stupid question, "how do you feel being pulled up using the wire and crashed into the wall....does it hurt?"
...Kidz... says:
muahahahaha
Saya says:
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA
Saya says:
gud one
Saya says:
i'm surprised u didn't turn out to be a journalist
...Kidz... says:
lol
...Kidz... says:
too bad....
...Kidz... says:
im ready with the questions to ask either bradley n collin....like u said....one night stand to chit chat with them....but i prefer on the park....under the moonlight
Saya says:
yes!
Saya says:
exactly like that
Saya says:
where the nite is soundless
...Kidz... says:
lol
...Kidz... says:
actually my 2nd story suppose to dedicate for bradley....
Saya says:
oyh....nyau di-romanticized ga idea nyk dah nyka
Saya says:
really?
Saya says:
hmm....i think i will dedicate my second story to all the celebs i've been fascinated by
Saya says:
or better, use their personality within the characters
...Kidz... says:
exactly.....but i change his name....to Austin Bradley
Saya says:
lols!
Saya says:
good one
...Kidz... says:
it's about a gal...she's a travel writer
...Kidz... says:
actually she meets austin bradley by coincidence
...Kidz... says:
his wallet drop....dikutip indu tu
...Kidz... says:
then they always meet everywhere.....tapi austin bradley tu a bit arrogant ga....he said the gal stalking him
...Kidz... says:
actually nadai indu nya stalking ya
...Kidz... says:
the story is about tht....ending ya...i think i might put it ironic a bit
...Kidz... says:
ending ya....relationship ya nggau laki nya nda berkekalan.....she go back to her country....dlm flight, she meets another guy...which is not a celebrity
...Kidz... says:
and live happily ever after
...Kidz... says:
hahaha
Saya says:
hehehehehe
Saya says:
gud one
Saya says:
u have one of the most original stories ever]
...Kidz... says:
thts y tajuk ya Obsession
Saya says:
it's a wonder why u never got them published
Saya says:
hahahahahaa
Saya says:
ytd, i saw a book wth the same title
Saya says:
zzzzzzzzz
...Kidz... says:
coz my grammar not so strong....i just use common words
...Kidz... says:
okok..i might change the title
Saya says:
zzzzzzzz.....
Saya says:
kawan boss is here
...Kidz... says:
kk
hahahaahaa
Saya says:
fuhh
Saya says:
hypocrite
Saya says:
creating a gud image is not as gud as having a gud one in the first place
...Kidz... says:
but who cares? they are the world's idol
...Kidz... says:
fans can easily forgive them
Saya says:
true...based on what i see in the other fans who actually talk to them its like they don't care even if they had their one nite of pleasure and cast aside
Saya says:
*being cast aside after that
Saya says:
as long as they get to have their dream "come true"
Saya says:
but i often wonder whether what the fans fantasize about their "celebrity beloved" is as good as the real deal they encounter fr real
...Kidz... says:
nope..for sure nope
...Kidz... says:
tua salah seorang daripada orang yang fall in tht category
...Kidz... says:
which is pretty sad actually
Saya says:
and whether would they feel disappointed after they give themselves to the celeb only to feel that it's just s3x
Saya says:
nothing more than that?
Saya says:
correction, we are not in that category yet
Saya says:
hahahahaahahahahaa
Saya says:
we are still lucky compared to the other girls out there who actually went as far as to sleep around with them
...Kidz... says:
just becoz we r so far away...
...Kidz... says:
nti tua ulih tracking sida ya easily.....do u think u wont become one of them?
...Kidz... says:
nti nda....sampai besebut ka one night stand
Saya says:
i know i won't become one of them
Saya says:
bcuz my heart is unfortunately, ruled by my brain
Saya says:
zzzzzzzz
...Kidz... says:
lol
...Kidz... says:
i might want to have one night stand with bradley....but with 2nd thought.....i think nope
...Kidz... says:
hahaha
...Kidz... says:
i wont 'give' him wht he wants
Saya says:
bcuz this runs thru my mind when i think about them having one nite stands
Saya says:
she's giving herself to me for free....who am i to resist her fantasies
Saya says:
to me, i'd like the idea of one nite stands just to hang out with them all night without anything embarrassing happening
Saya says:
it's my kind of IDEAL one night stand-----talking all nite about everything under the sun with the celeb that i admire and getting some answers on how his views are
Saya says:
but not like an interview kinda way
Saya says:
but like old frens who just reconciled kinda way
...Kidz... says:
but i really wanna meet collin morgan and ask him this stupid question, "how do you feel being pulled up using the wire and crashed into the wall....does it hurt?"
...Kidz... says:
muahahahaha
Saya says:
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA
Saya says:
gud one
Saya says:
i'm surprised u didn't turn out to be a journalist
...Kidz... says:
lol
...Kidz... says:
too bad....
...Kidz... says:
im ready with the questions to ask either bradley n collin....like u said....one night stand to chit chat with them....but i prefer on the park....under the moonlight
Saya says:
yes!
Saya says:
exactly like that
Saya says:
where the nite is soundless
...Kidz... says:
lol
...Kidz... says:
actually my 2nd story suppose to dedicate for bradley....
Saya says:
oyh....nyau di-romanticized ga idea nyk dah nyka
Saya says:
really?
Saya says:
hmm....i think i will dedicate my second story to all the celebs i've been fascinated by
Saya says:
or better, use their personality within the characters
...Kidz... says:
exactly.....but i change his name....to Austin Bradley
Saya says:
lols!
Saya says:
good one
...Kidz... says:
it's about a gal...she's a travel writer
...Kidz... says:
actually she meets austin bradley by coincidence
...Kidz... says:
his wallet drop....dikutip indu tu
...Kidz... says:
then they always meet everywhere.....tapi austin bradley tu a bit arrogant ga....he said the gal stalking him
...Kidz... says:
actually nadai indu nya stalking ya
...Kidz... says:
the story is about tht....ending ya...i think i might put it ironic a bit
...Kidz... says:
ending ya....relationship ya nggau laki nya nda berkekalan.....she go back to her country....dlm flight, she meets another guy...which is not a celebrity
...Kidz... says:
and live happily ever after
...Kidz... says:
hahaha
Saya says:
hehehehehe
Saya says:
gud one
Saya says:
u have one of the most original stories ever]
...Kidz... says:
thts y tajuk ya Obsession
Saya says:
it's a wonder why u never got them published
Saya says:
hahahahahaa
Saya says:
ytd, i saw a book wth the same title
Saya says:
zzzzzzzzz
...Kidz... says:
coz my grammar not so strong....i just use common words
...Kidz... says:
okok..i might change the title
Saya says:
zzzzzzzz.....
Saya says:
kawan boss is here
...Kidz... says:
kk
Another dream again yesterday night
Cat
Dreaming of a cat is a generally unfortunate omen and it shows treachery as well as a run of bad luck. If you chase the cat away you will overcome your adversaries or turn your bad luck into good. For the cat lovers who dream of cats you have a whole new meaning....if the cat is beautiful you will meet an attractive person who will become your mate. If the cat scratches you then will you meet with treachery and deceit.
Orait....i remember i dream of cat yesterday. Actually it's owned by an old lady...she said she wants the cat to be pretty. I saw the cat was a normal cat...grey color but the fur were hmm....either being colored....by green color and colourful. But i could see the green color obviously. The cat was tame....and i kept stroking the cat's fur. The lady even liked me....and before i wake up....the lady was asking me to help her to call a cab....I remember i wrote down her address but after wake up i cant remember the address anymore....but for sure the address is not from this country.
Dreaming of a cat is a generally unfortunate omen and it shows treachery as well as a run of bad luck. If you chase the cat away you will overcome your adversaries or turn your bad luck into good. For the cat lovers who dream of cats you have a whole new meaning....if the cat is beautiful you will meet an attractive person who will become your mate. If the cat scratches you then will you meet with treachery and deceit.
Orait....i remember i dream of cat yesterday. Actually it's owned by an old lady...she said she wants the cat to be pretty. I saw the cat was a normal cat...grey color but the fur were hmm....either being colored....by green color and colourful. But i could see the green color obviously. The cat was tame....and i kept stroking the cat's fur. The lady even liked me....and before i wake up....the lady was asking me to help her to call a cab....I remember i wrote down her address but after wake up i cant remember the address anymore....but for sure the address is not from this country.
Become a Teacher???
Last night I had a dream. In my dream, I seem to be a new teacher and going to report duty in one school. I carried one bagpack on my right shoulder and another bag on my left hand. I wore short black skirt and blue blouse.
I was kinda lost my way to the staffroom. I saw the entrance door but I thought I can use another way round to reach the entrance door but it leads me to another room. At last I need to turn back. I remember that I opened the small door which lead to a 5 stars washroom. I also walked pass a few teachers which never talk to me at all.
When at last I found the staffroom, at the entrance, there were 2 small kids (which i believe were students), playing with a hose and 1 of the kids sprayed the water toward me. I was soaked and I walked toward the kid and pulled his right ear and said, "Be careful, I know your dad....he is my very best friend." The kid just kept quiet after that.
Then I entered the staffroom (which I found out that it turned out to become a cafeteria), so I sat at the nearest seat that I could see. I met a few teachers which were friendly enough. The headmaster started to give a short speech before he allowed the next teacher which was sitting in front of me to give her speech. And that time i said, "Gosh...im sure they gonna ask me to give a speech next." But i was lucky as she only introduced me to everybody and I only need to stand up, but I found out another guy (another teacher) also stood up, he might mistook it or might do it on purpose to welcome me.
After that, they started to talk about game. And the teacher who was sitting next to me said, "This remind me of the time when we keep fighting last time." She was like 40 years old, but a very energetic lady, she wore red color dress and her hair was white color and short. I seemed to know her for ages as she was so friendly, maybe she's the only teacher who talks to me.
Then they started to shout "Over village.." So....the game called Over Village....(i dont understand anything) and some of the teachers started doing the action...or maybe some kind of dance?
The lady teacher whispered to me, "Look behind me, do you recognize him?" So i turned my head over my shoulder and I spotted a guy. He looked at me at the same time and smiled a bit (some kind of unsincere smile) then he moved toward a guy (another teacher) who sits next to me. I tried to look at the guy again, just in case if I recognize his face but it comes in vain.
So i turned my face and concentrated with the stage. After that I took out a tissue from my clutch and wiped out the water from my face. I still wet!
I can't remember the dream end at which 'scene' as after that my dream changed....then I dream of Colin Morgan. I know that I dream of him just I cant remember the 'storyline'.
I was kinda lost my way to the staffroom. I saw the entrance door but I thought I can use another way round to reach the entrance door but it leads me to another room. At last I need to turn back. I remember that I opened the small door which lead to a 5 stars washroom. I also walked pass a few teachers which never talk to me at all.
When at last I found the staffroom, at the entrance, there were 2 small kids (which i believe were students), playing with a hose and 1 of the kids sprayed the water toward me. I was soaked and I walked toward the kid and pulled his right ear and said, "Be careful, I know your dad....he is my very best friend." The kid just kept quiet after that.
Then I entered the staffroom (which I found out that it turned out to become a cafeteria), so I sat at the nearest seat that I could see. I met a few teachers which were friendly enough. The headmaster started to give a short speech before he allowed the next teacher which was sitting in front of me to give her speech. And that time i said, "Gosh...im sure they gonna ask me to give a speech next." But i was lucky as she only introduced me to everybody and I only need to stand up, but I found out another guy (another teacher) also stood up, he might mistook it or might do it on purpose to welcome me.
After that, they started to talk about game. And the teacher who was sitting next to me said, "This remind me of the time when we keep fighting last time." She was like 40 years old, but a very energetic lady, she wore red color dress and her hair was white color and short. I seemed to know her for ages as she was so friendly, maybe she's the only teacher who talks to me.
Then they started to shout "Over village.." So....the game called Over Village....(i dont understand anything) and some of the teachers started doing the action...or maybe some kind of dance?
The lady teacher whispered to me, "Look behind me, do you recognize him?" So i turned my head over my shoulder and I spotted a guy. He looked at me at the same time and smiled a bit (some kind of unsincere smile) then he moved toward a guy (another teacher) who sits next to me. I tried to look at the guy again, just in case if I recognize his face but it comes in vain.
So i turned my face and concentrated with the stage. After that I took out a tissue from my clutch and wiped out the water from my face. I still wet!
I can't remember the dream end at which 'scene' as after that my dream changed....then I dream of Colin Morgan. I know that I dream of him just I cant remember the 'storyline'.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Nothing Much
It's been a while since I write the blog. I just need to keep the record of the books that i bought. Last week (Thursday) i bought 3 story books from Public BookStore. 1. How To Sleep With A MovieStar; 2. Perfect Image; 3. Trick or Treat.
I was too obsessed with Bradley J. until i need to get over it. Luckily I found the books and after I read the books, I feel better now. Phewww...So no more star crush. :P But I still carry on with my 2nd novel. Already thought of the ending. And this morning I told Siput about the storyline and she said I come out with one of the most original story. Is that a compliment or??? Doesnt matter....as the idea is not taken from anywhere....I just come out with the idea with my obsession. :P
Then, speaking of yesterday. Anyway....YAY! i got back my internet line at home. This time with better connection and better speed. Talking about the installation.....there was one embarassing incident. The technician guy didnt know my house, so I told him the direction to my house...but he still lost. And at last I went out to fetch him at the junction. It's funny as I used my instinct to recognize him. Anyway.....the guy was kinda cute. Lol! And once he parked the car in front of my house, our neigbour's daughter said, "Wow.....cute..." And....really embarrassed me! I bet they mistook the guy as my boyfriend. ZzzZzz....
Anyway...as usual I talked a lot....or more to asking a lot of questions. :P That's just my natural. Act innocent, act naive....while digging for more knowledges. The guy was quite okay....But....I bet bro already scolding the guy the night before. ZzzZzz....
I also asking the same question....why in the approval email, suppose to be 22nd March but until now the internet hasnt install yet....and i could sense his guilty....he said he totally forgot until I called back. ZzzZzz....But it's not my style to lost my tantrum...so i just ignored...But i noticed 1 thing....he smelled like car air freshener. A very strong one! Which remind me of my first novel. Lol!
I was too obsessed with Bradley J. until i need to get over it. Luckily I found the books and after I read the books, I feel better now. Phewww...So no more star crush. :P But I still carry on with my 2nd novel. Already thought of the ending. And this morning I told Siput about the storyline and she said I come out with one of the most original story. Is that a compliment or??? Doesnt matter....as the idea is not taken from anywhere....I just come out with the idea with my obsession. :P
Then, speaking of yesterday. Anyway....YAY! i got back my internet line at home. This time with better connection and better speed. Talking about the installation.....there was one embarassing incident. The technician guy didnt know my house, so I told him the direction to my house...but he still lost. And at last I went out to fetch him at the junction. It's funny as I used my instinct to recognize him. Anyway.....the guy was kinda cute. Lol! And once he parked the car in front of my house, our neigbour's daughter said, "Wow.....cute..." And....really embarrassed me! I bet they mistook the guy as my boyfriend. ZzzZzz....
Anyway...as usual I talked a lot....or more to asking a lot of questions. :P That's just my natural. Act innocent, act naive....while digging for more knowledges. The guy was quite okay....But....I bet bro already scolding the guy the night before. ZzzZzz....
I also asking the same question....why in the approval email, suppose to be 22nd March but until now the internet hasnt install yet....and i could sense his guilty....he said he totally forgot until I called back. ZzzZzz....But it's not my style to lost my tantrum...so i just ignored...But i noticed 1 thing....he smelled like car air freshener. A very strong one! Which remind me of my first novel. Lol!
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Ridiculous Dream. Lol!
Saya says:
gud morning
...KidZ... says:
hehe
u can online
Saya says:
starting ur morning with the gay song? huhu
for now, sebelum the computer technician datai
...KidZ... says:
hahaha gay song
oh....gud then
sanu nadai ditu..ke poliklinik
u wanna knw my dream last nite?
muahahahaha....tht the most ridiculous dream i ever had
Saya says:
sure
hehehehehe
anything to brighten my day
...KidZ... says:
this time i dream of Colin Morgan (maybe coz i listened too much gay song last nite)
and....in my dream...i s'eemed to be inside 1 room (like a dorm) with 1 gal
the gal wrote something (bad comment) on a piece of paper and she even read it out loud
then i heard a voice from outside the room...like someone c'rying?
so i opened the door and i saw merlin!
Saya says:
merlin crying?
...KidZ... says:
yerp
Saya says:
u call out his name or not?
merlin or colin?
...KidZ... says:
i called him Collin
i sat next to him and then i tried to brighten his mood
this is ridiculous...as the word tht came out from me doesnt make sense
i said to him, "TYN"
which mean "To Your Notification"
but actually i twisted the word "To Your Nudity"
i dunno got such word as Nudity?
Saya says:
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaa
bc
nudity
when there are nude contents
lololololololololol
...KidZ... says:
waaaaa.....terror ga aku dlm mimpi
hehehe
then....i asked him to close his eyes
he followed
u knw wht i did to him?
i took out all his clothes
left him naked
but i didnt do anything to him
i was trying to help
Saya says:
hahahahahahahahahahahhaahahaha
...KidZ... says:
then i walked him to the lift.....many ppl inside the lift
Saya says:
u really do wanna see him naked
...KidZ... says:
nono
Saya says:
lololols
...KidZ... says:
never thought of tht
i protected him
u knw....ppl inside the lift really shocked when they saw him naked
Saya says:
hahahaha
...KidZ... says:
i pushed him to one corner....and whenever someone wanna touched him, i defend him using my arms
i covered his naked butt
Saya says:
u're really into this person
boss aku datai
gtg 4 a bit
...KidZ... says:
kk
lol
gud morning
...KidZ... says:
hehe
u can online
Saya says:
starting ur morning with the gay song? huhu
for now, sebelum the computer technician datai
...KidZ... says:
hahaha gay song
oh....gud then
sanu nadai ditu..ke poliklinik
u wanna knw my dream last nite?
muahahahaha....tht the most ridiculous dream i ever had
Saya says:
sure
hehehehehe
anything to brighten my day
...KidZ... says:
this time i dream of Colin Morgan (maybe coz i listened too much gay song last nite)
and....in my dream...i s'eemed to be inside 1 room (like a dorm) with 1 gal
the gal wrote something (bad comment) on a piece of paper and she even read it out loud
then i heard a voice from outside the room...like someone c'rying?
so i opened the door and i saw merlin!
Saya says:
merlin crying?
...KidZ... says:
yerp
Saya says:
u call out his name or not?
merlin or colin?
...KidZ... says:
i called him Collin
i sat next to him and then i tried to brighten his mood
this is ridiculous...as the word tht came out from me doesnt make sense
i said to him, "TYN"
which mean "To Your Notification"
but actually i twisted the word "To Your Nudity"
i dunno got such word as Nudity?
Saya says:
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaa
bc
nudity
when there are nude contents
lololololololololol
...KidZ... says:
waaaaa.....terror ga aku dlm mimpi
hehehe
then....i asked him to close his eyes
he followed
u knw wht i did to him?
i took out all his clothes
left him naked
but i didnt do anything to him
i was trying to help
Saya says:
hahahahahahahahahahahhaahahaha
...KidZ... says:
then i walked him to the lift.....many ppl inside the lift
Saya says:
u really do wanna see him naked
...KidZ... says:
nono
Saya says:
lololols
...KidZ... says:
never thought of tht
i protected him
u knw....ppl inside the lift really shocked when they saw him naked
Saya says:
hahahaha
...KidZ... says:
i pushed him to one corner....and whenever someone wanna touched him, i defend him using my arms
i covered his naked butt
Saya says:
u're really into this person
boss aku datai
gtg 4 a bit
...KidZ... says:
kk
lol
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