Ashley - Her office desk.

I guess these photos might help to describe Ashley's desk at her office.

College Life

It's been a while since I write something here. I was busy writing a new story base on my dream the other day. Last night I already came out with the ending, and now need to edit here and there.

And last 2 days, I dreamt something again. I was in college life. I remember that day was Friday as I remember some told me that the timetable was changed, the first 2 periods will be changed to Biology class and after that will be English Class.

During Biology Class, I was standing at the corridor, waiting for the other classmates to reach. Then I heard a girl calling a guy name, "Con! Con!" Then not far from me, which is downstair (as the building is like a cube so I can see everything clearly from my place) 2 guys, with blue eyes and grey-white color hair (i bet they dye their hair) turned their face toward the girl. The girl was standing at the opposite direction from the guys. One of the guys waved at the girl before they turned their body and walked away.

I laughed to myself, "Wow, like celebrity.."

Then during Art Class, it was my turn to sweep the floor and I was complaining, "Am i the only person who will sweep the whole floor?" Then there was 1 guy came and said, "I will help you." He introduced himself as Mark Edison.

Mark Edison, his name sounds like my classmate during my primary school last time. Lol!

Back to the dream, then after the Art Class, I went to the Music Class. I know that was a Music Class as I could see so many music instruments in that class. When I entered the room, I saw few classmates already there, and I could see a "batman" figure was hanging down on the cabinet in front of me. I took my seat and our music teacher (his face is like Professor Lupin in Harry Potter movies) asked one of the guys that sit at the front to play the guitar.

And I noticed the guy was the same guy that waved toward the girl that called Con. Maybe short form of Conrad or Connor.

He played quite well. And he really looked like a celebrity. Even our music teacher also seemed to be dazzled.

It supposed to be my turn to play the guitar after him but I had no chance as I suddenly woke up. :P

Dr. Pete Harrison (2)

Now i guess i know why I keep dreaming about this Dr. Harrison. It is maybe because yesterday I went to Popular Bookstore to get my story book "The Lovely Bones" by Alice Sebold. In fact i bought 3 books; another two were "What Happens In London" by Julia Quinn and "Return to Summerhouse" by Jude Deveraux.

Oh talking about the books, actually when I went to the counter and asked for my pre-ordered book, the gal a bit confused and tried to confirm with me, "The Lovely Bones or The Lovely Boy?" Oh gosh....The Lovely Boy? So maybe that's why i dream of "the lovely boy" again. :P

I saw Dr. Harrison not far from where i stood and i started to turn around; planned to runaway again. I guessed he saw me because I could hear his voice calling my name so I have no choice but to confront him. I smiled a timid smile at him and he started to talk, "Are you free on Sunday?" I looked at him and nodded a bit then he continued, "Great....then would you like to come with me to my parents house? Well, it's my niece's birthday and they give a small birthday party. So i guess it will be nice if you can join me." I smiled at him and nodded.

On Sunday, he fetched me at home and we went to have a breakfast first before we bought a birthday present. I chose Barbie doll with Ken. Then we went to his parents house. I guessed we were the last person to reach. His niece is a cute little girl and I can say that she is a smart girl. She ran to us (or to her uncle) once she saw us and Dr. Harrison hugged her and lifted her tiny body. I pulled the present and tossed it to her while wished her a happy birthday. She smiled at me which i could see she has no middle teeth.

The party began and we all went to the living room where there was a small table with birthday cake on top. Everybody started to sing happy birthday; Dr. Harrison was standing behind me, his arm wrapped around my waist and when the birthday song end, he kissed my head.

Then we sat on the sofa, he excused himself to go to the kitchen. His sister started to ask so many questions such as how do I know him, how long we've been together and such questions.

At the end, I reached home around midnight time. The next morning I was late to work, it seemed like i holding something like an AA battery and i tried to open that thing and that thing made me late!!! But when i opened the front door, there stood Dr. Harrison with his red Ferrari car. Well, I don't know which model is that since I have no interest toward cars yet I still know how to differentiate between Ferrari, Porsche, BMW or Mercedes.

The first thing he said to me, "I know you will be late, so I come to fetch you." And I guess that was the first time i talked to him, "Wow...I never knew you have this expensive car." And he added, "yeah.....only for special occasion." So i teased him, "So this is what you call special occasion?" He just laughed and pressed the pedal.

We were 10 minutes early; thanked to that fast car. After work, he sent me back home. After he parked the car in front of my house, he opened the passenger's door for me and i stepped out. While i tried to open house's door, he said, "So...do you want to invite me in for dinner?" What i could say, "Errr...." but I let him in too.

And that was the first time I could view my own house clearly. Mostly the furnitures were white color, even the wall painted in white color too. I let him sat on the sofa while i busied myself in the kitchen. Well, let see what i have inside my refrigerator. There were fish balls, 3 pieces of chicken wings and that's all. For vegetable, I only had cabbage. Well, this was sucked, because i had no choice but to cook a simple dishes.

Once everything was ready, i invited him to eat. He didn't comment anything. After dinner, we sat together on the sofa and suddenly he said,"Will you be my girlfriend?" What can I say? I just opened my mouth but nothing came out. I think we officially boyfriend-girlfriend after that.

When weekend come, he asked me what I'm gonna do, so I said i might shopping for groceries. Then he offered to send me. We went to wet market to buy meats, some vegetables and other things. He insisted to pay everything and said, "Like this, you have to cook for me everyday since I have my shared here." Then he smiled and kissed my head.

Then... i could hear *The Sims 3 remix song*..and i woke up. Oh....that was my alarm clock at 6.30am. It's time to get up. :P

My Teeth...

Woot....today is a big day!!! From now on, i won't use braces anymore. Yay! I will try to post my picture while wearing braces and will take another picture later with no braces. Hehehehe....

But i still need to wear 'refiner' for 3 months for 24 hours. The refiner is a plastic with my teeth shape to protect the gum (this is as what the lady told me). Lol! The lady told me to start biting and chewing using my front teeth. I can eat anything from now on....and I can bite the apple without slicing it first. Pretty cool huh?

Dr. Pete Harrison

It's a weird dream because it's just like a sci-fi romance. If i'm good at describing and elaborate the surrounding, I might write a short novel of all my dreams.

The story began with me and a girl in one room. I don't know why we were there but the girl seems to know everything she done. I sat on a sofa next to where she was standing and i saw she was holding a remote control. In front of us there was a big flat screen tv. The girl started to press something on the remote control and on the screen appeared an images; a pretty lady or maybe a robot or a machine. The image started to say, "you are only allowed to use the control at 2300 hours. Please try again later."

The girl seems frustrated and she started to press the button which i guess she tried to change the timer to 2300 hours. Few attempted yet the image still repeating the same sentences.

Not long after that, I saw somebody walked toward the room so I quickly told the girl to hide the remote. We were lucky because 2 girls opened the door and they were surprised to see us there. With a nervous laughed i lied to them that i just want to take a rest because i felt sick.

While i talked, a guy appeared from nowhere; he wore a doctor uniform. Hmm....maybe he is a scientist and everybody called him Dr. Harrison. The girl that was with me in the room at the first time went out and left me with 2 girls and Dr. Harrison. One girl sat next to me and touched my forehead, "i guess you're really sick." Then Dr. Harrison said, "Come, have a lunch with me. I can see that your face looks pale."

I have no choice but to follow him. All the way to cafeteria, I just kept my mouth shut and walked with my head down. My mind wandered and I made my own speculation that he gave me a lunch treat because he wanted to interrogate me. I bet he did that to everyone.

After that incident, I always tried not to bump into him, or if I saw him walked in front of me, I will turned a corner and runaway from him. Until 1 time I really had no choice but to walk passed him; that time he stood on the corridor with someone; they seems to discuss something. So i greeted him, "Good morning Dr. Harrison." and hurriedly passed him. He looked at me with his forehead wrinkled but he didn't answer me.

Few moment later, I saw him waited for me in one corner and he blocked my way. He opened his mouth, "Rule No. 1 : Never ever call me Dr. Harrison, just call me Pete. And this rule is strictly for you only. Rule No. 2 : You have to go out for dinner with me tonight." I tried to protest and he quickly added, "Rule No. 3 : No objection or else you need to pay for our dinner." When i tried to open my mouth, he stopped me by saying,"so see you tonite." and he raised his left hand and walked away. I could hear he laughed.

For dinner, he brought me to a small restaurant, we sat at the corner far from other people. He began to say, "You're so hard to understand." I looked up at his face before i dropped my face again, didn't dare to say anything. I don't know why I'm so scared of him, it seems like i tried to confess a big sin. So he continued, "I realized other people tried to impress me, if they had a chance, they will try to stay near me but you, everytime you saw me, you will run away." He studied my face and I still didn't say anything. And then he said,"The more you tried to run away from me, the more I want you to be next to me. So you must give up coz i won't let you go."

Then *thumppp....* i accidentally dropped the glass and woke up just to see the water bottle next to my bed dropped to the floor. :P

Frustrated??

This week is a happy week for me. Tomorrow we don't have to come to work. Yay! Oh yea...speaking of frustration...actually I'm talking about facebook games; Ninja Saga. :P I thought that once I reached level 20 then i can straight forward upgrade to become a Chuunin but in fact, I need to 'sit' for the Chuunin test. ZzzZzz....4 types of test...I only managed to pass the first test which is a writing test. And for another 3, I'm not sure when can i complete the test. Haiz~ I tried to find some information about these test, and some of them said that you need to be very strong. Hmm....strong mean, you need to buy the good weapon and skills using real money. ZzzZzz....

So i guess, I need to plan for strategy...hmm....it's okay...I think I will start playing MapleStory again.

Hmm....what I'm gonna do tomorrow since tomorrow is a rest day? Wash my cars, clean the aquariums, do the laundry and maybe I will go out? Hahahaha...

I'm craving for some good books now....I feel weird when i dont read anything. I tried to look for "Me and Mr. Darcy" but it is out of stock. ZzzZzz...

Oh yeah....I havent told about my dream lately. It was a weird dream, I was walking on the bridge with a faceless guy. We saw a couple quarreled not far from us and I saw myself holding the faceless guy's hand...I mean tightly...then I rested my chin on his left shoulder and said, "last time we also always quarrel like them, right?" Then he smiled at me and squeezed my hand.

Hahaha.....nonsense. Orait....time to go. Ciao!

Is it emo?

I don’t know what happen to me these few days. I always wake up around 2 am – 3 am despite I sleep at 1 am.

Last night we were having dinner at RH. I sat together with Sharon, Angela, Ju, and some other people that I forgot the name. The foods were okay....but this morning Alex told me that last night was the worst dinner he ever had. Well....the ginseng soup was okay...so I have no comment to this. Apart from that, at least our table won the lucky draw. :P

After dinner, we went to Hijau, oh...orait....I ordered Blood Mary and the taste was gross. Next time I will make sure that I won't other the same drink. Few hours inside Hijau, my mind wandered around. I preferred listening rather than talking, after all I had nothing to say. A few times the singers approached us and greet us friendly. Hmm...they paid for that...

Oh..okay...we forget about that for now. Yesterday I learned few new words that I rarely use; 1. Absurb = Ridiculous, 2. Indulgence = Hobby, 3. Ostentatious = Show-off, 4. Ditch = Leave, 5. Utterly = Completely, 6. Conspicuous = Obvious.

So next time i will make sure to use these words often. :P

Oh yea....yesterday I talked to Siput regarding my emo day. Normally I will try to avoid the conversation, it is maybe because I tried to forget the past. After few years, this is the first time I talk about the issue. But I don't feel like to write about it here either. :P

Last week we had CNY holiday. I spent 4 days to read Twilight Saga. 1 book for each day. Reading Bella's perspective really annoyed me. I really hate Bella, I always think of her as a stupid gal and wish that if I was inside the book myself, I bet I will slap her face. She can't control her 'lust' toward Edward which made me really sickin' tired of reading her part. But, after I read the partial Midnight Sun from Edward's perspective, it really changed me. Oh okay....I was being biased with Bella. She deserved Edward's love. :P Edward saw her as a very interesting gal, she is a shy gal, matured, brave and not selfish. And...she will protect the one she loved. Orait.....Bella wins.

When i read the books from 2 different character's perspective, it made me think, oh...this is the reality. This is how we think toward other people and this is how other people think of us. The thing that made me feel uneasy was when we stayed near someone who can read people's mind. Actually before I read Twilight Saga, I already think about this. That's why when i was alone, I restrained myself from gossiping (in my mind) other people. Oh....and also restrain myself from having fantasy with someone I know. Normally the guy in my imagination will have no face. :P Eww......Just imagine if someone like Edward is around us, and he can read our mind. And let say if i can read people's mind, I also do hope someone will never ever having me in their fantasy. eww.....

I shared this interest with Siput. We discussed about each characters; well, it's not like you like the movie because the actors or the actresses are cute. My bf mistook me by this. Well....it annoyed me when he said, "Yea...a lot of people love that movie. The actor is cute. They also wish that their boyfriend is a vampire." Ewwww.......irritating! I'm not talking about the movie...I'm talking about the books!!! I preferred the books rather than the movies and I don't expect the characters will be that handsome or pretty. I just like the characters for whoever they are. Hmm.....It's hard to explain. My bf doesn't understand me, which make me seldom sharing anything with him anymore. I'm being unfair but yea... *shrug*

My favorite characters are : 1. Edward - because the way he loves Bella and the way he protects Bella, besides, mind reading is quite interesting. Oh, I considered him as a strong guy which can control himself....well....if I'm a vampire, maybe I can restrain myself from eating human; hmm...just imagine that I'm on diet. Wakakakaka....
2. Carlisle - first of all, unique name. :P Then his personality and also very supportive. 3. Seth - i love this wolf so much, I can imagine him as a cute boy and also as a cute wolf...I bet if he is in front of me, I will always hug him (he in wolf form)...remind me of Shuu (in One Piece). Oh...okay....I think despite he is still young, but he is the most rational people in the book. And he also very loyal to his friend. Yerp...he is Edward's best friend, after they fight the vampires together make their relationship become close. I understand how Seth's feeling when he reluctant to fight against Cullens. The best scene (my imaginary) ever in the book was when Seth and Edward fighting Victoria; the time when both of them surround by Victoria and her mate, Seth's tail touched Edward's back. Victoria thought that Edward will be killed by the wolf. Hahahaha....*hugged Seth tightly* :P. 4. Alice - The one and only female character that I like. I always imagine her as a cute gal with agility; so energetic. And she is very optimistic. especially the time when she keeps asking Edward, "so when can i talk to bella?". 5. Benjamin - this vampire has the same character with Seth (but i don't feel like hugging him since he is not a wolf.:P). I cannot imagine his face and since he only appears in Book 4, so he's not so famous. He has his own standpoint and his power consider powerful too. 6. Jasper - I imagine his face differently. I like him because of his interesting history. He is the most experienced fighter in Cullen. So....that's it.

So...between Vampire and the wolf...which one I like? I choose Vampire (this is not because of what my bf thought "all the gals want to become a vampire"). It's nothing to do with their beautiful appearance but because they never sleep. Hahahaha....Wow...if i have that power (errr....not the insomnia...i hate being tired due to lack of sleep)..i'm sure many things can be done. I like to learn many things, and sometimes once i start reading/doing something, I cant stop myself until I have to force myself to sleep. I need to get some rest for tomorrow activities.. So troublesome i guess.

This is all about Twilight Saga huh? Yea....coz recently I read the books. Anyway, I'm gonna buy a new book since I finish with all the series. Maybe today I need to go to the bookstore? I'll think of it later.

I'm In Love???

Oh....okay.....this will sound so ridiculous....I'm in love again....with....something that doesn't exist. Hahahaha.....It's quite embarrassing actually and my friends (Panda, Lon, etc) told me that this is really ridiculous. Haiz~

Okay....here we go....yesterday I bought dvds....Twilight, New Moon, Post Grads, Fairy Tooth.....and i watched Twilight and New Moon. Oh...alright...I don't like the actors (I mean I'm not interested with the actors) but I do like the characters...especially all the Cullen family. They are the vampire but they never make humans as their prey. It's kinda like a vegetarian vampire. Lol! Well....I like the idea. And...I like Edward Cullen....coz....I do wish I have a soul-mate like him. Yerp...that's true, I always wish I have someone that can always protect me....coz I always feel that I'm a very independent person. I do everything according to myself....it seems like I dont need a guy in my life. In fact I'm still searching for my soul-mate, at least my true soul-mate.

I always wish I have someone that can control me, that can be jealous of me, that can scold me whenever i do wrong, that can protect me....