Seriously, this is not a healthy habit. I need to restrain myself. Stop being a stalker, I should act like I never know him, act like before I know him.
It's kinda funny, the more you know someone, the more you hate yourself coz knowing too much. Oh God, I dunno your intention, but I do hope please stop me from doing all these silly things. I only want the freedom, the happy life, and I have these for few months already, so please don't take it away from me and replace it with something that i cannot carry on my shoulder.
I start questioning myself, why? why me? If being a normal person is so hard until like this, I rather to choose being an alien.
I always do wish that I have my twinz personality in me. I'm trying to act cool but guess it doesnt work. Maybe I need to sleep more...sleep...sleep...sleep...to forget everything.
Just please God.....it's killing me....just please grant me peace in my heart.
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