I don’t know what happen to me these few days. I always wake up around 2 am – 3 am despite I sleep at 1 am.
After dinner, we went to Hijau, oh...orait....I ordered Blood Mary and the taste was gross. Next time I will make sure that I won't other the same drink. Few hours inside Hijau, my mind wandered around. I preferred listening rather than talking, after all I had nothing to say. A few times the singers approached us and greet us friendly. Hmm...they paid for that...
Oh..okay...we forget about that for now. Yesterday I learned few new words that I rarely use; 1. Absurb = Ridiculous, 2. Indulgence = Hobby, 3. Ostentatious = Show-off, 4. Ditch = Leave, 5. Utterly = Completely, 6. Conspicuous = Obvious.
So next time i will make sure to use these words often. :P
Oh yea....yesterday I talked to Siput regarding my emo day. Normally I will try to avoid the conversation, it is maybe because I tried to forget the past. After few years, this is the first time I talk about the issue. But I don't feel like to write about it here either. :P
Last week we had CNY holiday. I spent 4 days to read Twilight Saga. 1 book for each day. Reading Bella's perspective really annoyed me. I really hate Bella, I always think of her as a stupid gal and wish that if I was inside the book myself, I bet I will slap her face. She can't control her 'lust' toward Edward which made me really sickin' tired of reading her part. But, after I read the partial Midnight Sun from Edward's perspective, it really changed me. Oh okay....I was being biased with Bella. She deserved Edward's love. :P Edward saw her as a very interesting gal, she is a shy gal, matured, brave and not selfish. And...she will protect the one she loved. Orait.....Bella wins.
When i read the books from 2 different character's perspective, it made me think, oh...this is the reality. This is how we think toward other people and this is how other people think of us. The thing that made me feel uneasy was when we stayed near someone who can read people's mind. Actually before I read Twilight Saga, I already think about this. That's why when i was alone, I restrained myself from gossiping (in my mind) other people. Oh....and also restrain myself from having fantasy with someone I know. Normally the guy in my imagination will have no face. :P Eww......Just imagine if someone like Edward is around us, and he can read our mind. And let say if i can read people's mind, I also do hope someone will never ever having me in their fantasy. eww.....
I shared this interest with Siput. We discussed about each characters; well, it's not like you like the movie because the actors or the actresses are cute. My bf mistook me by this. Well....it annoyed me when he said, "Yea...a lot of people love that movie. The actor is cute. They also wish that their boyfriend is a vampire." Ewwww.......irritating! I'm not talking about the movie...I'm talking about the books!!! I preferred the books rather than the movies and I don't expect the characters will be that handsome or pretty. I just like the characters for whoever they are. Hmm.....It's hard to explain. My bf doesn't understand me, which make me seldom sharing anything with him anymore. I'm being unfair but yea... *shrug*
My favorite characters are : 1. Edward - because the way he loves Bella and the way he protects Bella, besides, mind reading is quite interesting. Oh, I considered him as a strong guy which can control himself....well....if I'm a vampire, maybe I can restrain myself from eating human; hmm...just imagine that I'm on diet. Wakakakaka....
2. Carlisle - first of all, unique name. :P Then his personality and also very supportive. 3. Seth - i love this wolf so much, I can imagine him as a cute boy and also as a cute wolf...I bet if he is in front of me, I will always hug him (he in wolf form)...remind me of Shuu (in One Piece). Oh...okay....I think despite he is still young, but he is the most rational people in the book. And he also very loyal to his friend. Yerp...he is Edward's best friend, after they fight the vampires together make their relationship become close. I understand how Seth's feeling when he reluctant to fight against Cullens. The best scene (my imaginary) ever in the book was when Seth and Edward fighting Victoria; the time when both of them surround by Victoria and her mate, Seth's tail touched Edward's back. Victoria thought that Edward will be killed by the wolf. Hahahaha....*hugged Seth tightly* :P. 4. Alice - The one and only female character that I like. I always imagine her as a cute gal with agility; so energetic. And she is very optimistic. especially the time when she keeps asking Edward, "so when can i talk to bella?". 5. Benjamin - this vampire has the same character with Seth (but i don't feel like hugging him since he is not a wolf.:P). I cannot imagine his face and since he only appears in Book 4, so he's not so famous. He has his own standpoint and his power consider powerful too. 6. Jasper - I imagine his face differently. I like him because of his interesting history. He is the most experienced fighter in Cullen. So....that's it.
So...between Vampire and the wolf...which one I like? I choose Vampire (this is not because of what my bf thought "all the gals want to become a vampire"). It's nothing to do with their beautiful appearance but because they never sleep. Hahahaha....Wow...if i have that power (errr....not the insomnia...i hate being tired due to lack of sleep)..i'm sure many things can be done. I like to learn many things, and sometimes once i start reading/doing something, I cant stop myself until I have to force myself to sleep. I need to get some rest for tomorrow activities.. So troublesome i guess.
This is all about Twilight Saga huh? Yea....coz recently I read the books. Anyway, I'm gonna buy a new book since I finish with all the series. Maybe today I need to go to the bookstore? I'll think of it later.
