Argghhh......i need some inspirations!!!

Yesterday i asked Siput to give me any suggestions as I was lack of ideas. So she said, "Why not looking at the cute guys photos?" Oh...alright....I have no idea how does cute guy looks like. :P So I asked her to suggest a few names to me. So she said Gaspard Ulliel, Thomas Sturridge, Kevin Zegers. And asked me to look for Androgynous word.

Now I have a free time and looking for those things up there. First : Androgynous. Ewww.....I get 2 definitions : 1st : Biology having both female and male characteristics; hermaphroditic. 2nd : Being neither distinguishably masculine nor feminine, as in dress, appearance or behavior.

Errr.....sounds like 'bi' again. I bet tonite I'm gonna get another nightmare again. Haiz~

For the cute guys - Gaspard Ulliel - Orait...not bad...can consider cute, Thomas Sturridge - Err.....not my type maybe? He is a buddy of R-Patz. Errr....Why I can't get rid of R-Patz from my mind? No way I like him! To be honest i even dream of him the other day : Not a good dream tho', as I slapped his face and yelled at him. Alright....maybe before I slept that time, i read about him, he hide under the table! Okay....to be honest that was a cheap publicity. You choose to be a celebrity, and that become your life already. You can't say you dont want to meet your fans then! Hypocrite!!! Somemore talking about worrying if the Twilight Saga series end...and the fans will forget him. Celebrities life is always like that. It's like a ball....today you are on top....the next day you will roll down to bottom. Now you're still young and good-looking, next day another young and good-looking new celebrities will come and fans will forget about you. Lol!

I don't like to be famous in the way celebrities did. I want to be famous like....maybe Albert Einstein, Alexander the Great etc.

Back to original topic, Thomas Sturridge - nope....as he is R-Patz's friend? :P And Last one Kevin Zegers - Hmm....nope. Not him. So now.....anymore cute looking guys to introduce to me? I need more inspirations! I'm stuck with my story.

Crazy...crazy....

My inspiration in writing......I need more! more! more!

Weird Dream

It's been a while. :P Last night was so funny. Siput and I was having a chat about les, gay and bi. We were talking about some celebrities and I even mentioned about Mr. 2 Bon Clay in One Piece. He is a queer err....the "akua", but he has a delicious body or I called bodilicious. Lol!

Then I told Siput that last time I had frens who are les and she said that she has a feeling that I like queer things. ZzzZzz....And i replied her and said...They are interesting. Lol! I'm not a les. But then, I end up by telling her that maybe she's right, I'm a queer. I like akua guy, I also like gay. I'm not a prejudice.....as long as they have "good body". Wahahahahaha.....

I went to sleep at 11.30pm last night and before sleep, I told Siput to go sleep too and have a nice dream regarding gay, queer or bi.

But, last night I really had a 'bi' dream. That was...gross...In the dream, I had 1 gal who likes me...and i kinda like her. She has a younger brother and her brother doesnt really approved us. She's kinda like a colleague student. I sent her to door and we were kissing (mouth to mouth) and I hugged her tight...and said, "Be careful at school".

At the same time, I kinda have a fiance (the same guy that I always appear in my dream - the unknown guy). My 'fiance' also hugging and kissing me. The gal doesn't like it. But the guy said, "I have my right to do anything with my fiancee."

Lol! Ewww..that was gross, being kissed by 2 different people. Just wait until i tell Siput later. Hohohoho....