Happy Night Out?

Yesterday was the craziest day I ever had. After office hours, I went to Medan Mall to buy some sweets and gummies. I spent about $16 for that purpose only. :P

When I reached home, dad asked whether I want to join having dinner at my auntie's house, so I just said okay. That was not totally a worse dinner as I'm not the only 'subject' that night. Hahaha.....I just realized my cousin also on the same boat with me. His mom starts talking about marriage, then mom also interrupted. And both me and my cousin looked at each other meaningfully, "Gosh....."

At the same time my other auntie (all dad's sisters) served a glass of bacardi apple. At first I thought it was a sky juice. ZzzZzz....While the aunties-uncles nagging here and there, I kept drinking bacardi (with 32% alcohol) until half bottle finished. :P

It's a good thing when my cousin stand out for us and said, "We're not ready yet to involve in commitment." Hahahaha.... I dont know his issue, but for my issue, i think stay single is better as i have more freedom, hahahaha.....that's it, unless if Bill or Colin wants me? :P

We were talking about many issues, including the black magic, and even the dead. The best part was.....blackout! Nobody could see my face, errr....maybe a drunken face. :P We went back around 10pm, and I could feel my head spinning (but i dont think im drunk yet), great, bacardi on the rock really get me. Haha...

And that night, I had 3 dreams, the first dream was Humanoid City Tour. It's kinda weird coz they determine the tour with color; such as Yellow Humanoid City Tour, Green Humanoid City Tour....bla..bla...bla...

The 2nd dream was me...on the stage trying to perform a song which I wrote myself. I was accompanied by 2 more fellow which i believe my cousins, but the worst part is, when it was my turn to perform, suddenly my guitar strings tangled to each other, then 1 guy came and gave me 'sape'! So i was like, "What the hell!!! How can I play this song using sape'?" But no matter what, the show must go on, I played the song using sape' and in the middle of the song, I asked my cousin, "Come on tell me what's the next chord?" And she was like, "O, E.." in a loud voice and when i woke up, I was like, "Never heard any O chord." Hahaha....

But I still remember part of the song lyric, "Loving You, Loving Me.....Together we can make it true." And the melody is like the combination of a song "Loving You....." and also MJ song, "We are the world....we are the children....."

In my dream, I could see many queers people, mostly the blondie, some with the dreadlocks hair. Hmm...

Two Different Worlds

Title : Two Different Worlds

By : Ray Kidz

At the first time I see you,

I know that my heart belongs to you,

You just some kind of drugs to me,

I can't take away my eyes off you,

You drag me closer to you.

Everyone have tried to warn me,

This is only some kind of game,

I told them all, we were meant for each other,

I thought our world are the same,

There's nothing to ponder.

There's a wall between us,

You don't know my name,

But you cannot be blamed,

I wish I can break the wall,

So that we can be together forever.

We are from two different worlds,

You live in Forbidden Kingdom,

I only can see you,

But I cannot touch you,

And I cannot feel you.

Two different worlds...

Two different worlds...

Everyone have tried to tell me,

"You live in two different worlds",

Does it mean I'm not meant for you?

Oh please let it be...

You belong to me.

Two different worlds...

Two different worlds...

And now i understand,

We are from two different worlds,

I turn around,

But you walk away,

And all I want to say is....Goodbye....

Shadow Lover

Title : Shadow Lover

Shadow-Lover, never seen by day,
Only deep in dreams do you appear
Wisdom tells me I should turn away,
Love of mist and shadows, all unclear-
Nothing can I hold of you but thought
Shadow-Lover mist and twilight wrought.

Shadow-Lover, comfort me in pain.
Love, although I never see your face,
All who'd have me fear you speak in vain-
Never would I shrink from your embrace
Shadow-Lover, gentle is your hand
Never could another understand.

Shadow-Lover, soothe me when I mourn
Mourn for all who left me here alone,
When my grief is too much to be borne,
When my burdens crushing-great have grown,
Shadow-Lover, I cannot forget-
Help me bear the burdens I have yet.

Shadow-Lover, you alone can know
How I long to reach a point of peace
How I fade with weariness and woe
How I long for you to bring release.
Shadow-Lover, court me in my dreams
Bring the peace that suffering redeems.

Shadow-Lover, from the Shadows made,
Lead me into Shadows once again.
Where you lead I cannot be afraid,
For with you I shall come home again-
In your arms I shall not fear the night.
Shadow-Lover, lead me into light.

Another Idea...

Okay.....this one will be a 'collaboration' with Siput.....we will come out with 2 songs (for started):-

1. Dunia Kita Berbeza

2. Shadow Lover

1. Dunia Kita Berbeza, this song will be mixed english-malay.

2. Shadow Lover, this is totally an english song.....i might come out with something like Phantom Rider. :P

We'll see how's the result later. This is just a plan.....I need to write it down or else I will forget it next. So, how do we get the idea? From word teasing.... Hahahaha..... :P

IS Training

Today is the first day of training. i guess i dont pay any attention. :P Luckily i bring along my phone and nw can online via phone. zzz...the trainer is so boring. His voice really make me feel so sleepy,

Love This Part - The Strong Toilet Paper!!!

The credit goes to Tokio Hotel TV. I don't own this video.

Madness

Title : Madness

By : Ray Kidz

Hey...Here I am

Standing on the stage

Singing the songs they love to hear

And my voice is so clear

And there they are

Waving...

Screaming...

Jumping...

And all I can say

This is all the madness

Madness...

Madness...

Madness...

I start making a move

I sway my body...hey...

There's nothing to lose

All I need is to prove

And there they are

Waving...

Screaming...

Dancing...

And all I can say

This is all the madness

Madness...

Madness...

Madness...

Idea...Idea....

I got ideas to write a song.....i'll think of the lyrics later. But the title will be :-

1. If I Have My Second Life
2. The Past Memories
3. Mystic
4. Madness


Madness is about fans....a very fanatic one...who screams for their favorite celebrities.